Friday, March 15, 2013
Stupid Utah Theatre . . .
I got cast in another show. . . and Shani didn't. I hate it. I really am so tired of being put into this situation where I have to decide what to do and worry about so much crap. 1. It is a good thing to be cast, it shows I am castable and that I have potential. 2. This would be a fun show. 3. Shani sang the crap out of that call-back and at least deserved to be in ensemble for making it that far. 4. It happened again. I am so sick of it. I wish I could have more of a say it hoe people think, but I can't. What a crappy spot to be in in my life. . . I am blessed to have the most amazing wife and know that she would support me in any way, but I can't help but being bitter and mad about this constant state of pleasing people.
Wednesday, March 6, 2013
Well, I am super swamped and sick and it has been a while since I posted. I am currently in the musical Civil War at the Orem Hale. It is my first show here and it has been a great experience. On the other hand it is hard to be in a show that runs for so long and be in school. I am eating into my homework time with performances.
I am Pre-student teaching at Oak Canyon Jr. and LOVING it. It is hard and I have to constantly deal with classroom managment, but it is so worth it to me. I have learned to love my students and love that they are so enthusiastic about everything. I am working on my TWS for them on head tone and am so excited to try this out in the classroom, but it is a lot of work putting it all together. I wish I had more time to do it. . .
I am in Dram. Lit. and it is killer. Fun but killer. I have a paper that I am loving and yet struggling to find the time necessary to write it. I had that because I feel like I am letting people down. . .
I am Loving choral aranging, but need to make time to work on the Mid-term. Sad :( this is somehting that I want to work on, but can't find time to do so.
I have some sort of funky virus and it is draining me and leaving my throught real sore.
Shani and I signed up for the Lazy Ironman again. . . but need to start doing it.
I am grateful to the Lord for all of my gifts and though I feel a bit swamped right now, I know that I can do hard things. I DO need to be better in my relationship with my Father in Heaven and trusting in Him more in my life right now.
Oh .. I am taking the Music Praxis next week . . .
#crazylifeyetimsurviving
I am Pre-student teaching at Oak Canyon Jr. and LOVING it. It is hard and I have to constantly deal with classroom managment, but it is so worth it to me. I have learned to love my students and love that they are so enthusiastic about everything. I am working on my TWS for them on head tone and am so excited to try this out in the classroom, but it is a lot of work putting it all together. I wish I had more time to do it. . .
I am in Dram. Lit. and it is killer. Fun but killer. I have a paper that I am loving and yet struggling to find the time necessary to write it. I had that because I feel like I am letting people down. . .
I am Loving choral aranging, but need to make time to work on the Mid-term. Sad :( this is somehting that I want to work on, but can't find time to do so.
I have some sort of funky virus and it is draining me and leaving my throught real sore.
Shani and I signed up for the Lazy Ironman again. . . but need to start doing it.
I am grateful to the Lord for all of my gifts and though I feel a bit swamped right now, I know that I can do hard things. I DO need to be better in my relationship with my Father in Heaven and trusting in Him more in my life right now.
Oh .. I am taking the Music Praxis next week . . .
#crazylifeyetimsurviving
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