Where to Start?
Life, at times it can be something that is fast paced and energetic; a whirlwind of emotions and at other times it can me as still as a placid lake. I am finding that both of these things can be good, but at the same time challenging to cope with. I think that the real trick is to find your happy medium where you can be going and doing, but you can also have time to make sense of it all.
Well, enough of that deep and confusing thought process, I am in the in-between. I have one more semester of school and that is fun and exciting, but at the same time terrifying and therefore anxiety. . . but the beat goes on. We recently celebrated the birth of Sage Anne Harper on June 4th. That is great. I am so happy for them, but at the same time I am sitting here going... what the, I am 25 and balding, I think I am ready to start having some of my own. I know, take a chill pill right. Well, these are things that sometimes you just feel and you need to write down so I guess I am writing them. I have so much hope for the future and faith that the Lord will guide me to achieve great things, but I am also full of fear and doubts. I think that the Lord has blessed me with extreme faith and therefore every time I do doubt, I then immediately proceed to kick myself in the butt and press forward. This may seem like a good thing, but at times it can be the most frustrating thing of all. Though I can doubt and fear, I will never loose hope. I will always know that God is in charge and therefore I shall prevail.
To look on the a positive side of things, I am so blessed and can never truly doubt this. I love life and all it has to offer. I just get a little frustrated and I guess that makes me human.
But, the spirit will guide and deep inside I know my Savior loves me.
