The In-between

When a person has to major events in his life requiring him to remain without progression or change or variety, that person feels like a room with the lights off. I am currently experiencing this. I have served am mission and am headed off to serve again in Nauvoo, Illinois. I am excited and ready to serve; the major difficulty is feeling at peace with ones self. Bueno, yo estoy en una relación con alguien bien lejos de mi. Eso es difícil porque yo no puedo estar con ella y me deja aquí solo.La cosa es que todos dicen que yo debo salir con otras personas y aun no se quien ahora voy a casar. So that is my dilemma. Alas I learn how to live and love myself.